When I try and analyze the rape part of the story, it kinda doesn't make sense to me in many levels. SLN assume the person who had sex with her while blind folded was YG. Of course, the only 2 people she knows that are in the area is either YG or Ouyang Feng. Ouyang Feng has a beard, so if he was him, she can feel the beard if he kisses her. Doesn't the taoist who rape her has a mustasche? Wouldn't she have felt that as well? Perhaps he didnt kiss her or maybe he doesn't have a mustasche. In this case, she assumes it can only be YG (and of course that's who she wants it to be). But even if she thinks it's YG, shouldn't SLN be upset that he would engage in sex with her all of a sudden, esp in her current state where she didnt have a choice? Also it was out in the open field where other people could have saw them. By assuming it's YG, does she believe YG is that kind of person who would have no shame and have sex with her in the open field without her consent? So you see, her assumption that it's YG doesnt make sense to me.