so lets share the little crushes that you've had when you were younger. ^_^
i've had 3 crushes up until now. [yunjae not included, because yunjae is love, not crush]
-2rd grade: this boy named Josh. OMG! he was so cute! i had transferred from another school after we moved and i was so lost! the teacher asked him to take me around school during break and i think that was when i started to crush on him. he even shared his fruit roll up snack thing with me! being asian my parents never gave us any snack to take to school! so he'd always bring me one. awwww i was so touched! i crushed on him for a whole year until his family moved away. haven't seen him since.
-4th grade: this boy named Jason. He was a jerk at first because he always made fun of us girls for playing chinese jump rope during lunch break. he said my other friends and i stole his friends from playing basketball cause those boys wanted to play jump rope with us. then the annual basketball tournament came and he was the star of our class cause he was the only one that practiced. we lost the game though, but i was surpised he didn't yell at us for losing when he had the right to. so after that we practiced with him every other day and he'd play jump rope with us on the other days. surprisingly he was so good at jump rope that everyone wanted him on the team. we became friends and everything until that ***** karen came! she took him away from me! that *****!
6th grade: this boy named Jay: okay, this guy was like the hottest thing ever! he's half japanese! i think that was when i wanted to learn how to speak japanese, but then again the kid didn't know a word of japanese. but yeah i didn't crush on him at first, even though i thought he was cute, cause every girl in class liked him!
one day we were assigned in a group to do a project, there were 5 of us and we were supposed to meet at a local nature center to collect leaves. when i got there i only saw him by himself! we sat and did our homework and stuff at the bench waiting for the other three but they never came so we're like, lets just get going cause we had to collect a lot of leaves. he came on his bike so he said we could use his bike so we can get around faster. i was so shy sitting behind him! we spent the whole day collecting leaves and since i didn't live far he dropped me off at my house. that was when i started to like him.
we went our own ways for middle school, then the biggest surprise came when i met him again in high school. he was still the cutest thing ever but i saw that he had a girlfriend that he had hooked up with right before the start of the school year. but in high school none of our new friends knew that we knew each other, only a couple handful that went to elementary school with us. so every time we saw each other in the hall way we'd smile and say hello, but that was pretty much it. he broke up with his girlfriend a couple of times during high school, but i never thought of doing anything about it cause i knew the girlfriend from a couple of my class. i didn't want her to not like me.
i even found out that he did like me! his girlfriend from high school, yes the same girl that kept me from doing anything about my crush, is now a co-worker of mine. even though we're not friends we still talk when we run into each other and one day when we somehow ended up eating lunch together she told me that they broke up a couple of times because of me! 0_0 she's not mad about it now. she's happily married to another guy now. so i was shocked when she told me that. she was like, he told her when they broke up for good that he had a crush on me since elementary school before he was even in my class! so that meant he had a crush on me even before i noticed him!
0_0 i just noticed that all of my 3 crushes names start with a 'J'!!!!!! what in the world? and the love of my life now is Jaejoong! omg!!!!!!!!