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I once saw YWY standing guard outside QS's room throughout the whole night. He stood far away, quietly staring at her lighted chamber. It was like a scene out of a picture.
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Later YWY became King. But QS still choose to leave. YWY didnt seem to have much reaction except he was late for his session with the ministers. (thereafter) he spent his time drinking with friends or with dancers. But I felt that during this time, whenever he stared at people, his heart was empty, his brows were wrinkled and his eyes were filled with fog.
Staying by YWY's side, I learn things. QS was not around but information on her continued to flow into the residence. It was only when YWY heard news on QS that he would stop frowning and his eyes would fill with joy.
When I heard that QS had abandon YWY and went to join LLW, I was so upset I scolded her. When YWY heard this news, he was very quiet and spent a sleepless night.
I was on duty that night, upon waking up from my nap, i discovered YWY wasn’t in his room. I searched for him but couldn’t find him and thought of QS's chambers. YWY was really at QS's chambers.
There he was like in a picture, looking foolishly at a pitch dark empty chamber. ....I wondered how long would it take YWY to forget QS...1 year? 2 years? Or to never forget her for the rest of his life?
That day the weather was bad...in the evening, it was suddenly busy in the residence, it seemed that QS was returning. I rushed to the door and saw someone carrying a barely breathing QS down the carriage. Her face was white like a sheet of paper.
I heard that she was badly injured. She had collapsed alone in the mountainous region, YWY had sent people to search for her. By the time YWY had arrived, several famous physicians had seen her. It seems that she had suffered serious injury. She still had one breathe left due to the expensive herbs (that she was consuming). She could die at any moment.
After seeing QS, YWY came out of her chambers in anger. He ordered that all the physician’s family be captured and if QS were to die, those people would be buried with her.
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After a month had past, QS slowly regain consciousness. From afar, I saw YWY running, he nearly fell. These days, although he was busy with work, he still came to visit QS.
I observed from outside the door. When QS saw YWY, all kinds of emotion seem to swell in her and she burst into tears. YWY held her hands and he starred at her without blinking while tears flowed from his eyes.
This was the first time I saw YWY crying. I also cried because I knew Chu housekeeper had quietly asked the physicians how much time did QS have. They said either 1 to 2 months at most or 3 to 4 years, off course there are miracles in this world.
听见主子轻声的问:“在我和他之间,你还是选择了我,对吗?”
清锁小姐的声音很虚弱,我却听的很清楚,她说:“我希望他平安喜乐,我愿意用生命去守护他一生 的幸福。至于 你........我希望我能陪在你身边,直到我生命的最后一刻。”
Much later I overheard YWY ask : “Between me and him, you still choose me right?”
In a weak voice, QS replied: “I wish that he would be safe and sound and joyous, I am willing to use my life to protect his happiness. As for you...I wish I can accompany you by your side, until the last moment of my life.”
The servant says she isnt smart …
如果你问我什么是爱情,我会回答,朝思暮想,望穿秋水,便是爱情。如果你问我什么是永远,我会 回答,握着彼 此的手,望着对方的眼,这一刻,便是永远.
But if you ask me what is love, I will answer , to yearn for something day and night constantly is love. If you ask me what is forever, I will answer, holding one another's hand, looking at one another's eyes, this moment is forever.
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Now lets all join me in weeping...