Originally Posted by
Ken Cheng
I have these irregular, but somewhat frequent episodes when, without warning, for no apparent reason at all (at least not any good one), I want to lash out violently at anything and everything within sight.
Then, an hour or two later, the feeling goes away, and I spend the next few years guilt-tripping over the feeling.
It's like Kau Cheen Yan in ROCH when he couldn't control his urge to kill, except for me (fortunately), it's all mental and verbal, not physical.
I apologize in advance to anybody I might hurt. I'm not entirely in control here...